psst rion... happy beeeday!!

naks... ang lakas sa kin e.... haha. special blog para lang batiin ka! hahaha. . . ------ i tried eating alone... i've been wondering kasi how it feels eating alone. that's why aun, kumain ako magisa ng chicken tocino sa jollibee... ganun pala ang feeling kapag kumakain magisa sa isang fast food or anywhere else... kalungkot!! huhu. patingin tingin sa paligid... observing people, thinking about things.... hays dami pede maicip kapag magisa... kung anu anong bagay ang pumasok sa isip ko... . --- i firmly believe that, it was alryt being alone kahit pamisan minsan... maging independent man lang kahit sa maliit na bagay... =)

what a duty!!!

Sincere 3... watching Mr. Bean. haha

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i thought this day would be a lonesome day but i was very wrong... super bait ng sincere 3... mas ok pa sumama d2 sa group na toh kung icocompare ko sa group ko na loyal 3... na puro "plastik!!" ang mga tao. Oooopz!! hahaha.

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nweiz, THANK YOU ulit sincere 3 ang babait nyo... ibang klase ang duty natin, we're like scavengers... hahaha. pero ok lang, i had fun nmn e... =)

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---kuya dennis, alvin, sergio, jobelle, mizzy, garneth.... forgot ko ung iba... basta guys.. THANK YOU!!

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(incomplete details....)

POC tour!! (ortho)

as a start... me and my classmates are out for a special tour at the Philippine Orthopedic Hospital. for those who doesn't know... (kahit obvious nmn) its a hospital somewhere in banawe... manila?? wherein most bone surgery are being done. Ortho nga e diba?! hehe.

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Philippine Orthopedic Center

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but before we go straight to the hospital, syempre dahil nauna ang aming van we went to mcdonalds!! medyo gutom na kaming lahat kaya aun... i bought green apple mcfloat... wow!! masarap pla!! haha. first time e... sensya na!! c anne nag twister fries ung combo! ang mahal!! 72php. grrr. haha. gastador ka ata ngaun iha!! haha. epekto ba yan dahil katabi si ano?? bwahaha.

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green apple mc float & regular burger... 1st time!!
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after eating.. we went immediately to the hospital to look for our tour guide... este CI pla... took a pose habang nagaantay... muntik pang di matuloy ang tour sa hospital kasi nabadtrip ung CI namin kasi late na daw kami kahit hindi nmn tlga... almost 1 hr din nmin sinuyo, i mean sila pla, at aun, FINALLY!!! "SORRY" lang pla ang kailangan nyang marinig... although saying sorry was not necessary kasi we didn't do anything wrong nmn tlga... since estudyante.. at no choice.. Ok nagsorry... hmmp!! haha. pero ok na rin kasi we had our tour nmn!! nice! =)

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anne, muy & me. =)

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TOUR...

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we walked around the hospital... parang supervisor lang. haha. saw lots of people having bone fracture... etc. ang cool pa nga e kasi, we saw how a prostetic foot is being made.

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i didn't have a chance to take some pictures because of the "privacy of the patient" rule. so, kwento ko na lang ang mga nakita ko...

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we went to the library first, grabeng mga instruments ung ginagamit. medyo ang weird ng mga itsura... ung isa mukhang antena ng tv. na very ouchy kung makikita mong nakalagay sa pasyente... actually, i saw a bunch of people having that kind of instrument a.k.a gadget daw... honestly, it looks icky kasi tagusan sa balat. ung isa, called ra-ef (di ko lam kung tama spelling) mukha syang p-V na antena na puro screw... the other one was a cylinder-like metal na puro pins and screws ( it is being used to pull the bone apart para sa callus formation... wow, ako ba ito?! nakikinig?! haha). ung isa nmn asteeg titanium made na gadget, nakalimutan ko ung name pero Erap has one daw... sa knee nya. tapos etc na. haha.

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as we go on with the tour, i saw different kinds of people having different kinds of bone damage. pero mostly nakita ko ay mga oldies na... i guess mas prone lang tlga ang mga matatanda. tapos according to my CI most bone injury daw are due to motorcycle accident... kaya sa mga mahilig magmotor! ingat!! dahil kung kayo ang nasa position ko kanina... looking at those gadgets?? u will never think of having a bone injury!! promise!!

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then, there was this patient who has a touchy story.... he had this spinal cord injury since 1996 & until now he's still in the POC. he has a respirator... etc. its touchy because for 11 years of being bedridden andun lang ung asawa nya sa tabi nya. binabantayan sya ng walang sawa. he didn't have any bedsores kasi nga magaling magalaga ung asawa nya... napawow tlga ako kasi... it only proves that meron tlgang mga tao na "for better or for worse" they will stay together...WOW, suddenly i feel like falling inlove again!!! haha...

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aun... uwian... walang humpay na kwentuhan, too much laughter, too many stories... loads of kantyawan. whew. as if wala kaung duty ng 11pm-7am ah.. way the go!!

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i had fun!! sarap maging sawsaw sa LOYAL 1!! bukas... sa SINCERE 3 naman!! haha.

im SICK!!

---July 21, 2007

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today's the burial of my mom's friend, tita benny... me & my sister, jireh, went to maitim 2 (tagaytay na b 2??) with my mom. maaga pa lang nasa pala-pala na kami so, we decided na magstay muna sa robinson's mall, at nagshopping muna... haha.

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after an hour, we went na to maitim... dumiretso kami sa Church. syempre, nagkaroon muna ng gawain, farewell speeches... i saw ate febby and kuya arvin... waaahh. they're crying hard. CONDOLENCE po... =( congratz na rin kasi we know nmn that death is our way in seeing God and finally meeting him. after the gawain we went straight to the cemetery. my sister rode a van with tita lolie, my mom & i walked our way to the cemetery... mom's with her friends and me, im with jhun... yiheee. haha.

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(too bad wala taung picture jhun!! na kaya jai kasi ung cp... grrr. nweiz, thanks ng super dami, di mo ko iniwan!! =D)

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sina mommy na lang kinunan ko... on our way home na yan...

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Mom & Jireh

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before we go home talaga... we went muna to sm dasma.. ahihi. kailangan kasi magpprint ng pictures... eto ung isa sa mga pinaprint ko... Im showing off my parents!!!! =)

Mom & Dad

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choir practice....

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its the last day of kuya rico... our choir conductor. he's going to qatar na kasi... huhuhu. waaah... he appointed me to be his successor. so, aun ako na ang bagong choir conductress. waaah. sana makaya ko ung iniwan sa kin ni kuya... nabibigatan ako sa iniwan nya sa king responsibility... bukod sa mahirap magturo ng choir, e established na kasi talaga ung choir na super nakakahiya sa kanya kung papabayaan ko. binilinan pa ko na kailangan paguwi nya buo pa din kami... waaah. laki ng hirap nya sa min kaya waaaah. dapat lang tlga na alagaan ko un. tapos laki pa ng respeto ko sa kanya... basta taas ng tingin ko sa kanya... super pasensyo at super bait!! tapos sya pa ung tao na talagang pinaramdam nya sa kin na even though i am still young e ang dami kong pedeng gawin at mapatunayan sa iba at lalo na sa sarili ko. he made me go on with singing... waaah. he made me sing a solo. super thankful talga ko kasi sya ang naging coach ko. basta no words can express how thankful i am that i have met someone like kuya rico...

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ingat ka po dyan sa qatar kuya... mamimiss namin kau!! God bless you always!! i promise you... il take care of the choir!! =)

Bro. / Kuya Rico

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--- July 22, 2007

i woke up early... its time to go to Church... excited dapat syempre!! =) kasi sisimba....kaso aun.. late pa din... hays.. sorry po ulit Lord. =(

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all black ang get-up ko.... hahaha. kaya aun... picture picture ulit ako...

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me and my sisters watched "a date movie"..... kulit ng movie tong. palipas oras habang antay ko mag 11:30 para makapagluto na ko ng ulam for lunch!! yipeee!!

laki eyes!! awoooo. haha

nagtelebabad ata ko nung gabi... di ko na maalala... hahaha. ay oo, telebabad nga. hahaha.

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---July 23, 2007

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saklap ng araw na ito... i woke up very very sick. i had diarrhea... fever... nausea... at super headache. di ako makabangon sa higaan kasi konting tayo ko lang natutumba ako.... huhuhu...

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may duty dapat ako sa san lazaro hospital kaso.. waaah. di ko talga kaya pumasok!!

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waaaaaaaa. ayoko ng gantong feeling!! super sama.... huhuhuhu....

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AYOKO NA MAGKASAKIT!!!

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obviously im too sick to post... kaya nga 24 na ko nakapagblog.... =(

Break muna tau... pwede ba?!

-for July 20, 2007

this is my self-motivation picture reminding me that i should get up and there's more to life than sleeping!! naks!! thanks to my motivator... idol 18thvision!! yiheee. hahaha.

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sadyang sa kisame ko yan nilagay so that everytime i open my eyes... maganda kagad ang araw ko. i read it everytime i wake up. mukha akong jerk.. pero, yeah, it works for me!! =) waking up with a big smile on my face!!! (kahit na sapilitan akong ginising ni mommy!! haha). knowing na i have a Big God and that He has something new to offer everyday!!

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I SHOULD GET UP AND BE HAPPY!! ENJOY LIFE!!

nakapost yan sa kisame ko....

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so, tapos na ang prelim!! yahooo!! hangout time with anne & miezel sa 7/11. pinagbigyan ang aming mga cravings!! pangtanggal ng stress. bought shawarma sa may tapat ng i-zone... tawid kami papuntang 7/11. bumili si anne ng H2O (nilibre ako), Hotdog w/ beef (limot ko tawag) & slurpy. c miezel nmn bumili ng pizza at orange juice... naupo kami sa mini table & chairs. aun, kain lang kami ng kain. kawawang zel... di daw sya satisfied. nweiz, bumili ulit kami ni anne ng Big stix... hahaha. takaw!!

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hays....

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sarap nun ganung feeling... nakatambay ka lang... nakatingin sa kung saan saan, nagoobserve. parang getting away from everything... nakaupo lang... nagrerelax, nagpapasarap!! nakakamimiss ung ganung eksena... mga simpleng moments in life... ika nga nila.... =)

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isang cute na extra at 2 royal friends... hehehe

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un ng break na minsan kailangan ng isang tao. sabi nga ni ped... takbo kasi tau takbo na minsan di na natin napapansin ung mga naiiwan natin. connection?? sa sobrang pagtakbo natin di natin naeenjoy ang buhay... mga simpleng bagay tulad ng pagupo sa cafe habang nakikipagkwentuhan sa mga friends. mga simple things in life na nakalimutan na natin na minsan ay naging stepping stone natin sa pagbuo ng ating mga pangarap... nagets nyo ba ko?!! hahaha. basta un na un... mga simpleng bagay, na nakakapagpangiti ng ating mga puso!! AW!!!

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a quotable txt msg in which i think is inspiring...

You let go, let the tears flow. feel it completely but eventually be able to say,

"All right that was my moment with loneliness.

i'm not afraid of feeling lonely...

but now i'm going to put that loneliness aside

& know that there are other emotions in the world and

i'm going to experience them as well."

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---words of Morrie Schwartz from the book Tuesdays w/ Morrie by Mitch Albom...

dear HIBOLZ...

(inspired by kitel...)

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dear hibolz,

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wow... ang bilis ng panahon. its been 5 years now since we became family!! namimiss ko na kau!! mga bondings natin...

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-ung sama sama nating pagpunta sa magallanes

-ung pagkain at pagtambay sa kantunan

-ung pagkain ng tukneneng kapag uwian

-ung pagtambay sa pc shop sa taas ng greenwich

-ung pagbubukas natin ng SM manila dahil wala nnmn prof

-ung pagtambay sa locker area

-ung panghuhula ng mga # ng lock ng may lock.. haha

-ung hiraman ng t-square, tech pen, triangle... etc

-ung paggawa ng plates at "paki gawa ako plate"

-ung pagpasok sa room ng may room para lang makipagkwentuhan

-ung paglalakad sa wall ng intra

-ung pagpasok sa school kahit wala nmn pasok... makikipagkwentuhan lang ulit!

-ung pagddrawing sa fort santiago sabay punta sa ipinagbabawal na tunnel at pagpitas ng sampaloc

-ung panonood natin ng basketball sa may malapit sa simbahan... (forget d name)

-ung namimiss ko ung taranta days natin kapag inaatake si kitel.. (bleh!!)

-ung mga kwentuhan na walang humpay...

-ung pagtambay sa may fire exit para tapusin ang plates...

-ung community service natin sa school sa may sta. cruz ata un...

-ung pagpunta nyo dito sa bahay....

-ung pagattend natin ng mga debut at pagsayaw sa kutilyon... haha

-ung PE days natin na ang suot natin ay short shorts at v-neck na shirt (required kasi)... (buti nakajogging pants na ngaun)

-ung paglusong sa baha at pagsakay sa pedicab dahil mataas ang tubig...

-ung group hug at kiss....

-ung tawanan natin

-ung iyakan...

-ung samahan natin na ngaun ay unti unti ng nawawala...

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nakakalungkot isipin na isang pamilya tau dati... na ang lufet ng kapit natin sa isa't isa... anu na nangyari sa atin?? bakit ganun?? bakit parang kanya- kanya na?? bakit parang ang layo na natin sa isa't isa?? bakit parang di ko na kau kilala?? bakit kahit anung pilit nating magsama sama physically parang ang lalayo pa rin natin sa isa't isa???

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nalulungkot ako kasi alam kong may isang tao na lubos nasasaktan sa mga nangyayari...

di ko matake na nasasaktan sya... tama sya, "ang hibolz ang pamilya natin sa labas ng ating mga house". pero asan na ung pamilyang un?? asan na ung mga minahal kong kapamilya?? andyan pa ba kau?? nakakaiyak kasi parang nawawala na ang pamilya natin...

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sorry kung minsan nawala ako...

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sana maibalik natin ung dati...

sana di pa huli ang lahat para sa "pamilyang hibolz"...

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love,

bunso

kangkungan... by PED

== gawa toh ng former classmate ko from mapua... PED... ur the man talga!! astig!! ==

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"Sa Gitna ng Kangkungan"

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It's always so easy to try to mess upyour life. But it takes the strength outof you to keep your head above water.Ang hirap. Nakakatamad. Mas madalingpanoorin ang mundo habang iniiwan kanito. Walang pakialaman kung pupulutinka sa kangkungan.

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Pero may mga pagkakataong ok langmapagod. Ok lang mahirapan. Minsan ngalang,mare-realize mo na lang yun kapagnasa kangkungan ka na. So what? eh diilaga mo yung kangkong, lagyan mongoyster sauce o kaya toyo. O kaya ibentamo sa palengke. Yayaman ka. Marami yun.Kangkungan yun eh.

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Sa sitwasyon ko ngayon nasa gitna ako ngdilemma kung manonood lang o magbebentang kangkong. If I've got my viewscorrectly dapat nga di na sya dilemma,katangahan na lang yun kung pipiliin kopang manood. None the less, here I am,taking my time trying to decide the bestnext move in my life. Siguro what'sholding me back is not the idea ofactually moving. It's where to move.Where to go. What to look forward to.What's up ahead.

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Nilagay na nga ako sa kangkungan nilagaypa ko sa gitna. Naman.

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Medyo ngayon lang uli ako nakapag-postkasi parang puro depression ordisappointment crap na lang angnaisusulat ko. Nakapag-post ako para saaso namin just to lighten yung load ngmga posts ko. But after that. La na.

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Kapag nanonood ako ng T.V. Malikot akosa channels. Lalo na 'pag commercialbreak. And somehow, maybe by somechance, madalas kong nakikita yungcommercial ng program ni Bo Sanchez saABC 5. I don't know why, but every timehe says it matutulala ako, then snapback to stupid old me then keep onsurfing. It's an old clichè that tellsyou to slow down and listen.

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"bagalan mo ang takbo ng buhay mo, paramarinig mo..ang boses ng Diyos"

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yeah yeah..been there..done that. yeahright. "Done that". (titig sascreen..titig..titig..blink blink)

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No, I haven't "done that". I've beenthere, I am there. But haven'tdefinitely done that. Akala ko langbinabagalan ko na ang takbo ng buhay ko.Yun pala, nag-iba lang ako ngpinagtatakbuhan, pero tumatakbo pa rin.Yes, I do stop. But I don't rest. I keepon thinking about the next run. Orthinking about the past run. Na hindi koman lang maisip na magpahinga,samantalahin ang pagkakataon, atmakinig. Ang resulta..di ko na alam kungsa patungo yung takbo ko. I'm runningblind. And here I am. Sa gitna ngkangkungan.

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Mas mahirap tumakbo ngayon. Sana langwag lumubog. Sana lang wag mapagod.Along the way mag-lalaga ako ngkangkong, lalagyan ng oyster sauce attoyo. Pwede bang ihawinyun?hmm..magbibitbit na rin ako paraibenta sa palengke. Para magamit ko yungpinagdaanan ko kung makalabas na ngaako. Siguro. Para 'di naman masyadongmahapo, 'pag pagod na ko, babagalan kolang ang takbo ko. O kaya uupo at titigil, hihiga.

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Babagalan ko lahat. 'Di ko iisipin yungtinakbo ko, yung tatakbuhin ko pa, peromagpahinga. Makikinig. Baka may adviceSiya. Kung anu pa ang pwede kong gawin.Baka may bike. Makakatulong yun... Oonga pala. 'Di na ko tatakbo.

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Maglalakad na lang ako..maglalakad ako tapos sasamahan Niya ko. Naiiwan ko kasi Siya pag tumatakbo ako. Maglalakad kami.Palabas ng kangkungan.

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---nainspire si kitel... ako din.. sana kau din!!... =)

hindi ako suplada!!

10 am. ang start ng class, and guess what?!! late kami ni anne!! si dean pa nmn ang ci. haha. reason?? kasi telebabad!!! kasi di pwede pagusapan ung mga dapat pagusapan sa school kasi mabubuking kami... haha (tsismosa!!) haha. ang ok pa nun e nagkasabay kami pagpasok... bwahaha. kung alam ko lang na makakasabay ko sya sa bus, hindi na lang sana kami nagtelebabad!! bwahaha. ANG KULIT NATIN ANNE!!!

nweiz...

after 4 long years, FINALLY!!

nagkita na kami ni rion... harhar. (July 16, 2007)

hanep na think positive yan!! nakakahawa ka, galing magmotivate!!

so, aun na nga nagkita nga kami ni rion sa SM... secret kung saang sm. haha.

walang humpay na pagikot ikot sa sm... at tawa lang kami ng tawa.... tapos nood kami ratatouelle... kain popcorn at zagu!! ang saya!!! natutuwa lang tlga ako kasi nagstart kami maging magkaibigan sa face-pic tapos email.. tapos aun!! sya lang ang taong pinagtyagaan akong kausapin sa net sa loob ng 4 years. thank you!! haha. astig ka rion, ur da best!! im looking forward in adding more years to our friendship... naks!!

remembrance.... rion & me!!!

wow kami... hehehe. parang ang laki ng mukha ko ah... hahaha

july 15.... pictorial ko... haha

pambawi na picture... napagtripan ko kasing magpicture picture nun Sunday... nakabrown kasi ako... connection?? feeling ko bagay sa akin ang brown... ahihi. tignan nyo na lang multiply ko... =) http://chixzy.multiply.com/ ---kapal mukha e noh?! haha

*** nga pla... may nabasa akong book sa national... "magsopas muna". try nyo bumili... nakakatuwang basahin! =)

hmmmm...

for kitel,

don't mind them dude... di mo kailangan magpaliwanag sa kanila... iba na ang mapuang minahal natin noon... ibang iba na. bayaan mo na sila... ang mahalaga andito kami na tunay mong mga kaibigan... lalo na ako!!! alam namin ang totoo. kaya smile ka na loka!! =) bawal paapekto, baka pumangit ka!! nognog pa nmn tau... hahaha

Bored and all alone... nyay!

super shocking ang araw na ito.... i just found out na kinasal na pla ang aking katropa... lahat kami, as in lahat kami... walang kaalam alam....

kahapon nagtext c jovelle na kinasal na daw si sherrylou, tignan ko daw sa friendster.... at eto ako ngaun nakatitig sa site nya... and yeah.. totoo nga. ang kaibigan kong gustong magmadre eto nauna pa sa amin na ikasal.. WOW!!!

medyo tampo ako kasi wala kaming kaalam alam pero happy na rin kasi... WOW!! she's married!! as in...

"CONGRATULATIONS SHERRYLOU!!! "

may God be the center of your married life... God bless both of you!! and may God bless you with a basketball team.. haha.

You looked dashing!! =)

sherrylou & her hubby... (dekwat lang toh.. haha)

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i saw my dad today.. he's really sad & disappointed... even though he did not say it verbally, i know that he's really sad. i can feel it, i can see it in his eyes.... =(

i almost cry kanina kasi tlgang ramdam ko ung nararamdaman ng daddy ko. i wanted to hug him... i wanted to tell him na its OK to be sad... na no matter what, for better or for worst, we'll stay together at mahal namin sya ng sobra...

my dad has a very strong personality, malihim sa nararamdaman nya pero kaya ko syang basahin... kasi im like him most of the time. napatunayan ko tlga kanina na ok lang na ako yung malungkot... wag ko lang makita na ung mga mahal ko ung nagkakaganun... hay buhay... ang hirap dalhin... =(

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sakto!! i was left all alone in the house... no class... laboy sana ako kaso aun nga, may importanteng lakad sina mommy kaya naiwan ako sa house... wala akong kwenta today kasi ang inatupag ko lng ay uminom ng 1 litrong chuckie, magbrowse sa net at magconvert ng walang humpay. may hangover pa ata ako ng duty namin at until now ay lantutay pa rin ako. hindi man lang ako naarawan. wahahaha.

i went out of the house around 8 pm. attend sana Bible study but we're late. sorry po ulit God. so, me & my sisters went to my grandparents house instead... tulog na si lola, si lolo kakwentuhan ng 2 sis ko at ako,kachika tito ko, binigyan nya ako ng isang katerbang hacked sites sa wap. wahaha. thank you sa hacked sites at sa pepsi!!! libre nnmn mga games ko!! =) yahooo!!

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umuwi na sina mommy at daddy, medyo maalwan na mukha ni daddy... pero ramdam ko pa rin ung sadness nya... hay buhay nakakalungkot tlga....

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a very nice quote that i have received today...
"forgiveness is like the sweet scent that flowers give when they are being crushed..."

i surrender...

baliw ka kitel... haha. gandang intro... wag pakialaman ang title ko, ok?! (kitz) hahaha

surrender na daw sya sa akin... makulit daw kasi ako... di nmn e, maigiit lang tlga. wala tayong magagawa, im patient e. hahaha. its my virtue. =) thank you kasi di mo ako iniwan!!

ako din, i almost surrender bec of that chatbox... mahirapan ba daw sa paglalagay. nweiz, aun thank God my nagbigay ng site... thank you!! =)

muntik ng maging "bad day" araw ko. buti na lang mabait si mam barrientos. thank you!! =) your right mark... magingat sa mga taong nakangiti sayo... kasi madalas minsan (huh?) sila ung tumitira at naninira sau kapag nakatalikod ka na. sana tamaan ka friend (sjc). lolzzz

friend(sjc)...
i will never be like you... sayang, i considered you pa nmn as a close friend, but you're too childish. too plastic!! so immature!! you may be on top right now laughing but sooner or sooner (never later... lol) you will go down and you will be sorry (very sorry) for those things that you have done. God bless you. we can't be friends anymore... NEVER!! thanks for opening my eyes... "not all close friends are real... the real ones are those who stab you in front, not behind you"

friend (somewhere)
we're friends... though i can't be that nice right now, im not used in sudden change... im not prepared for that. i had thought that you're my dream come true, but ive awakened to the reality that you're not. thank you! another lesson from God. too bad i fell for you... mabait pa nmn tingin ko sayo... di ko talaga akalain na you're like that... i trusted you. im no bubble gum!! please don't be insensitive...

friend(kachat ko ngaun)
THANK YOU so much!! you were with me all the way!! super na-aappreciate kita!! mahal na mahal kita... alam mo yan!! =) im here then for you, all the way... hanggang sa maging lola ka na at ako ay dalaga pa den. hahaha
subtle == " i guess you're just one of those wrongs i must meet to find mr right"
wapak == "ung prince kasi sa dream ko hindi insensitive, (edited) at higit sa lahat di nagpapaasa"
WAPAK KA TALAGA!! maldita effect ka nmn e... haha. sarcastic lang dapat. nya!! hahaha

friend(papu)
Thank you din kasi you were there for me to make me smile... =) salamat sa mga pambobola. sa mga lines mo na tlgang pumapatok!! pero nothing can beat my motto.. " ang love parang us vise... idedeny ko lang ng idedeny!!" wahaha. promise, lagi kang sumasakto!! salamat papz! =)

friend(from apc.. rion)
naks!! kasali ka... thank you din lalo na sa text mong "ano, saktan natin??". magkikita din tau... at ililibre mo ako ng ticket!! ako na bahala sa kwento!!! salamat sa bedroom voice... na talagang nakakatuwa... hehe. =) thank you for making me smile today... after all, its not really a bad day. you're right!! naks!! =)

i am happy that you've found you're happiness , and it's time i find mine.

enjoying d weekend... II -new hair style!!!

---SUNDAY...

i woke up late.... feeling very sick i rushed in2 the bathroom... waaaah i'm late for the Sunday Worship... sorry po God. good thing 3 hrs ung pagsamba... kaso bad pa din kasi nga im late... after the service, i had a little chi-chat w/ f8 & eldrin then i wen't home... feeling sick tlga. hello kama ulit... i slept for about 2 hrs. and again, im in a hurry because we have a joint fellowship in pascam... tsaka i can't be late!! tutugtog kami.... ayayay!!

aun... joint fellowship na... everything turned out very well. =) election perce na rin pla un ng youth ng cyf...

merienda time na!! hehehe

after the fellowship... i had my drums lesson with edong as my music teacher/coach. my first lesson was about pattern 1.... waaah. nakakalito... nakakangalay.... nakakangawit.... pero its worth it naman kasi nagenjoy tjga ako.. partida na yan... masama pakiramdam ko. =)

kenneth extra!!

after ng drums lessons... a little chi-chat again outside. pictorial pa nga ang nangyari! hahaha. special request ni LD. a little papogi effect.

edong (basist), eldie (lead( & kenneth kulit (drums)

after that mom & i went straight to the salon... "high density salon". astig ung hairstylist... ms. dara plan.. w0w sya, as in WOW!!! she's the owner of the salon pero she prefers cutting the hairs of 1st tym clients, kaya aun, she's the one who did my hair!! ASTIG!!! super nakakatulala syang tignan... hahaha. nweiz, aun so, 2 hrs ako sa salon... nagpahot oil pa xe ako.. wahaha. daldal!! sayang wala akong pix ni ms. dara.. pero promise wow tlga... (uso redundancy ngaun!!)

cencia na sa pic editing... antok na ko e.

nweiz (ulit), i love my new hairstyle... 1 foot mahigit ang binawas sa hair ako... dami nagreact sa text ko... ung iba sabi congrats daw at si jenny... ang nagiisang nagsabi ..."bat ka nagpagupit??? ang ganda na ng buhok mo e." wahaha. for a change lang po.... gaan nga sa pakiramdam e... medyo wash and wear although hindi sya tlga ganun ka short... =)

ang ikli daw sabi ni jeric!! wahaha

sleeping time na.... HELLO KAMA!!

enjoying d weekend.. =)

---FRIDAY...

as far as i can remeber, i was d laziest person today... haven't done anything besides sleeping... ayos!! napuyat sa telebabad nmin ni rion... haha. bitin!! now you know what i can do when im in my "tulig" days...

naasar lang ako kay kenneth... SUPER kulit katext, paulit ulit!!! hahaha. kelan daw matuuloy ang praktis... blah blah blah.

i attended the Bible study....

Hello kama...!!

---SATURDAY...

ok... HELLO PHARMACOLOGY naman!! im not prepared for any quizzes!! anne's not prepared either!! huhuhu... thank God we're in the lab... haha. *wink*

the class was pretty boring... or sobrang daming gamot lang tlga at nakakapraning imemorize lahat. oh, well, thank you mark sa pagtanggal mo ng pintura sa lamesa....

finished product ng boredome.... (lagot ka mark!!)

now we're off to raquel's place... getting our MMR vaccine for only 850!! kumain muna kami ng valenciana ni mang mike... sarap! then, ate sally arrived, we got our booster shot. ok, fine!! masakit!!... good thing mark brought susie!! pampatanggal ng sakit at kaba!! =) kawawang susie... pinagpasapasahan... pinagtripan ni anne using tissue, inipitan ni arianne, pinicturan ni raqz... at kinulit ni meryl... buti pa ko hug lang sya.. hahaha

susie!! after d grooming session w/ manay arianne

i went home early.... i have a choir practice xe. aun so 7:30 na natapos practice... we're late na for our eating session. eldrin, jeric & I went immediately to our tambayan, "Naty's Ihaw 2x". aun, walang humpay na kain at coke 1.5. waaah. super sakit ng tiyan nmin...

after ng eating session... jeric & i went to pascam... yehey!! band practice!! woohoo!! official vocalist na kami ni grace!! (la lang) haha.

grace, me, edong (edward.. lol) & kenneth... wala si eldie. (absent!!)

super enjoy ako sa praktis... i learned 3 unfimiliar songs in about 1 1/2 hours. astig!! hahaha. grace and i are the vocalists, edong as the basist & kenneth kulit on drums.. too bad, eldie didn't make it, lead guitarist pa nmn... nweiz, 10:30pm na nung natapos ung practice... uwian na.

hello kama ulit!!

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wapak!! quotes....

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ok.. so here's a "wapak!!" quote from krystel....

"If you are not sure where you stand in someone's life....

it's best to leave things behind so that if they drop you off,

it will be easier to forget them.

Don't waste your time waiting for nothing;

when efforts are not recognized.

It's best to just give things up.

You've done your part, let them do theirs... "

-- i asked for signs... then God answered me immediately with a rain.... now its all clear...

--for kitel: "you wer ryt!! ADIK!!!... hope is still there (kulit ko tlga!!)... pero wapak tlga para sa ting 2!!"

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a quote from mark (taba!!)

"I believe d saddest thing in life is loving someone

so much and then one day....

you look into their eyes and listen to them talk

and realize that the magic is GONE.

All you see in front of you is a STRANGER with just known name. "

--- for jovzki: "everybody fears this moment too. don't worry about it. enjoy what you have right now w/ gab!!"

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one of my favorite quotes....

"The best part of being inlove

is when you just love a person & be happy about it,

even if that person can never be yours,

even if you know that it can't last forever.

That's the true essence of love...

it's not about winning someone...

it's not about owning a relationship.

it's just about being happy 'coz u know you have loved someone.

it's about being guiltless coz you know you didn't take away someone from anybody... "

---for jhun: "i didn't know that you're deep... just be happy loving her."

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my favorite quote...

"Don't search for love, let love search for you.

That's why it is called falling inlove...

coz you don't actuallt force yourself to love...

YOU JUST FALL.... "

--for jp: "i did what i think is best!! im sorry... "