8.30.2007

movie trip....!!

my post is late again!! grrr....

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sarap ng life two days walang pasok... monday, national heroes day. tuesday, st. augustine day!! walang andah kaya tambay lang sa house.

i buried myself watching movies...
1. The Hills Have Eyes 1
2. The Hills Have Eyes 2
3. Spiderman 1
4. A Walk To Remember

most likely movie review ang gagawin ko... so, kamusta nmn un diba?!

1. The Hills Have Eyes 1
--this film is eikiee... its all about people having genetic problems due to nuclear weapons. they have abnormalities and they became cannibals.... uhm. this movie is a suspense-thriller. grabe, ang sarap magulat (magugulatin kasi ako...), and sarap umirit (maingay kasi ako), at ang sarap madiri(kumakain kasi ako)... imagine a monster-like person kissing ur body! ok!! kadiri.. hahaha. so far, this movie's nice. astig si doug d2, parang man of steel, bugbog sarado na... buhay pa din at nananapak!! parang di human... hahaha.
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2. The Hills Have Eyes 2
---this one's less eikiee, less thrilling. i prefer the first movie... (mom agreed). the eikieest part would be the part wherein the girl was raped by the so called "creatures in the mine". disgusting ung part na kung saan the girl bit off the creatures tongue... nweiz, the films ok, just an OK rating.
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3. Spiderman 1
---i love this movie. wala lang... iba tlga ang hatak ng mga part 1 movies. "the how it all started" thingy... the start of things hanggang sa magkaroon ng mga part 2 etc. kakagulat tlga d2 si Toby, i always thought that he looks skinny and funny. pero in this movie, wow!! hahaha. ok, so far, this is a lovable movie, ganda. thumbs up sa effects!! the spider moves?? nice one!!

" With great powers comes great responsibility..."
-uncle ben parker

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4. A Walk To Remember...

--finally, here's my review for a walk to remember! =) i've been liking this movie alot. mandy moore was good in her acting and shane west, too. a preachers daugther and a cool guy, falling inlove with each other... (i missed falling inlove, nyay!!!) i liked the part wherein shane west cried and hugged his father. nakakadala ung iyak nya, nagkasipon tuloy ako!! "manly and dating". shet! haha. bilib tlga ko sa lalaking umiiyak... realistic ung pagiyak nya... nweiz, enough of his crying scene... so far, for me, wala pa ring makakatalo sa love story na toh. hahaha. two thumbs up!! hays, napapawish nnmn ako na sana, someday i will find my landon carter... unconditional love... a guy who will do anything just to make me happy and make me feel loved. (dadating ka pa kaya?)

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"Love is like the wind. You can't see it but you can feel it."

- Landon Carter

8.26.2007

CYF barkada...


i woke up early today... but still i arrived late in the church (sorry po Lord).

we had our joint fellowship with pascam Church. i'm very happy kasi daming umattend...


pose muna bago umalis...
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off we go... ooops... pose ulit pla muna!!

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i saw someone today. i looked into his eyes and there i saw love... love that should have been seen before not after the goodbyes, love that should have been given before ending up the story. its too late! but then again, it doesn't matter anymore...

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me, faith, ralph, rica & jireh went to Red Ribbon's Bacao and ate dinner... and there i saw a couple, so sweet. i always imagined myself with that kind of relationship. inseparable.

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COMMERCIAL...


(at mirc undernet #lounge)
shopi--> oo nga, maganda yang si chix. kumbaga sa karneng baboy, may tatak ng pagkasuri yan ng bfad
* `chix bugbog shopi!!!!!!!!!
woody`--> uyy
woody`--> babuy ba si kras eJ?
woody`--> nde naman babuy yan ah

***hindi ako baboy!! sexy akO!!! (hahahaha)

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an endless wait... all because of you....

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"If you are so much focused with whats left behind, you might not be able to see what lies ahead..."

-Chef Gusteau (Ratatouille)

8.25.2007

"sum" happenings...

hays, putek... i'm not in the mood rigth now. im tired. pero sige post pa din ako... (bear with me if this post turns out to be boring... )

**i'm listening to garbage's... "i think i'm paranoid"
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happenings?? ano nga ba....

> si xiao sinapak si **rb*. twice!!. astig!!
(makakating dila... dapat ng magtanda. huwag pagusapan ang mga di dapat pagusapan. STOP!! being a tsismosa)
> may araw din kayo, lahat kayo mga tsismosa kau!!!
> typhoon egay!! (thanks for the pre-sembreak experience!!)
> drown myself watching movies... 3 movies na paulit ulit...
> senyorita absenot! as usual... (sorry po mommy... liars go to hell. (ouch!))
> been doing some health teachings during our duty week... ( the puto was delicious!! yum!!)
> met ralph (tores?)...(ur nice) ... my english came alive again!! hahaha

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**i'm listening to gagong rappers'... "kabet"

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> went to the market w/ faith... i helped her finish her school project.
> i went to SM Dasma after duty, to eat and to print pix... (i have nothing to do at home.) and bought a rice cooker w/ mom...
> my printers broken... badtrip!!

> i was a pessimist this past few days... (optimism wer r u?)
> my spanish & french vocabulary really sucks!!
> midterm was moved. ayos!! (thank you Lord!!)
> i saw jp... (be thankful to God at binuhay ka pa) --he just recovered from a near death accident. your so lucky, God loves you!!

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**i'm listening to gwyneth paltrows'... "cruisin"
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> anne had a bad news... (i just want you to know that im here... kaming friendships mo. Be strong!!)
> sabi ko kay anne, " anne, gusto ko ng magkabf" (nyek!! joke time!!)
> i saw the book entitled "the secret" (oh, my, 599!! pero buti na lang sale!! 20% off... kaya 480 na lang... kaso i still have to w8 for my allowance.... na-aatat na kong bilhin!!)
> kitel, walang andang papel puro coins lang!! hahahaha
> tin tin gave me 20 php worth of sun load, don't know why pero Thanx!!
> yahoo!! feel na feel ko na tlga ang pagiging choir conductress!! wahaha
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**i'm listening to incubus'... "i miss you"
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> i'm missin' someone... bwisit!!! haha



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arghhhh... im still here... waiting... waiting.... waiting....



**i'm listening to itchyworms'... "beer"

**i'm listening to janno gibbs'... "fallin"

8.12.2007

sad saturday...

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hays... im supposed to write a lot of things about this day... aug. 20 na ngaun kaya i have already forgotten the exact details of the events... the only thing that's clear is that this day was
a very sad day... =(
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i attended my pharmacology class w/ dr. bucu.
i went straight to the church after class, choir practice...
took pictures with friends... i had fun.. but still i was very sad.
hiding behind the laughters.... =(
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me, eldrin & jeric

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takot ka ba sa dilim?!
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pretending we were actors....

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more pics at http://chixzy.multiply.com/

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im craving for a japanese sweet corn....
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---for Aug. 12, 2007
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as far as i can remember, i had fun the whole day of Sunday. so, busy!!! i went to Church... kuya egay visited me... i cooked sweet and sour fish and fried 5 pcs. of pork, chopped... i had my pictorial, again!! haha. we had our CyF... then we went to the plaza... to unwind!!!!
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sample: i'm wearing pink!!
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this is what the plaza looks like...

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look at our behind... bwahaha

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here i am, still waiting... waiting... hope's starting to fade...

8.10.2007

understanding a female taurus...

* MOON*
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You love deeply... you mayflirt along and people think youre a playboy/playgirl but the truth is: your heart belongs to only one.
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**i got this from arkhe's bulletin post in friendster...sakto lang na ang napili ko ay moon. the funny thing is medyo nakakrelate ako kasi, akala nila flirt ako pero hindi nman talga.. sakto lang tlga sa description ng moon... hahaha.
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Taurus natives are deeply romantic and very loyal souls who value the harmony that a happy home life creates. They will go to any extremes to keep a loved one happy and no sacrifice will be too great in accomplishment of that goal. It is the nature of a Taurus individual to need the good life and that need is reflected in the desire to share such a life with someone special. In a sexual sense, Taurus is straightforward and down-to-earth. Taurus native prefers long-lasting relationships and will seek to build strong alliances. It takes a great deal to truly anger the Taurus subject who is in love, but disloyalty will usually prove to be the ultimate factor.
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Any potential partner must be honest and upright at all times. The Taurus woman can see through a phony with her eyes closed. She must be told exactly what a partner is feeling about her and exactly what that partner wants...or does not want...in a relationship.
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Once committed, however, she will be faithful and true since, from an early age, she is a firm believer in the "one and only" type of love. Even if this female becomes disillusioned later in life and her ideal appears to have been crushed, she will hold fast to her vision of a one mate commitment. In turn, she will demand absolute fidelity. Despite her repeated attempts to dominate, this is a woman who truly wants her partner to be her boss. however much this female likes to grumble, she secretly adores to be ruled since it makes her feel protected.
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once a Taurus native does close his or her heart, there is very little chance that it will open up again. Most of the troubles here will emerge over jealousy, possessiveness and the inherent inability of Taurus to change in a basic fashion. Those ruled by this Sign can be immovable forces when they so desire and if they have decided they are perfectly happy with something exactly as it is, nobody can pressure them to change.
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For a relationship to last, it will be necessary for any mate to flatter this woman in order to keep her. She also needs to be cajoled, playfully teased and constantly told that she is loved. She may not always take these things seriously, but she will relish them all the same. This is a female who abhors being taken for granted and thus, will want to hear expressions of gratitude...but above all else, this woman craves affection.
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Romantic Style:
Affectionate - Satisfying - Can Be Generous
Taurus natives value peace, harmony and stability. They look toward the long-term rather than short-lived excitement, preferring a mate who makes them feel emotionally secure. In return, they provide plenty of affection and generosity, but are prone to be jealous and possessive of any partner. These are souls who require creature comforts in order to operate at their maximum...romantically and otherwise. Subjects of Taurus are not particularly interested in dazzling ideas. They believe in playing it steady and safe. Those governed by this Sign have an unfortunate trait of frequently becoming quickly and deeply involved with the first individual they meet who happens to capture their romantic interest.
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happy... but still waiting... patience... patience...

8.08.2007

i know y it rains...

it rains kasi the sky is sad... nakikiramay sa sadness ko at sa sadness ng ibang tao.
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a chance for every person to cry without hesitations... without anybody noticing that there are tears in their eyes...
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haha... ang lungkot ata ng post ko... wala lang... nakakahawa kasi ang rainfall. rainy season is such a sad season... tamang tama para sa mga malulungkot. grrr... i'm officially mastering the art of being a bum and also i have decided that i should master the art of being timid.
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i had enough with being open with my feelings.. yeah, i think i should also master the art of zipping my mouth and just keeping things to myself. hahaha. (at ano itong ginagwa ko ngaun?? haha. unzipping my mouth!!)
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though patience is my virtue and "be(ing) optimistic" is my new motto, still i'm having a hard time dealing with my attitude of being ATAT. hays... bwisit na ugali toh... nakakainis. i think i should drop the subject of being segurista. i have this attitude kasi na dapat mas maaga pa lang alam ko na yung outcome... very contradicting with my virtue. i guess being patient is only applicable para dun sa mga bagay na malayo sa word na "love".
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i'm not in hurry... really, i'm not. its just that, "kung wala naman kasing kahihinatnan e wag na lang natin palawakain ung mga bagay-bagay." wala lang naicip ko lang... epekto siguro talga toh ng pagmamaster sa pagiging bum. hindi ako umaasa... as in hindi talaga... at lalong hindi ako nagcoconclude. ayoko lang maiwan sa ere...ayokong maiwan na nakabitin. ayokong magkamali. ayokong ayoko na!! aun!! hahaha.
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aun, lumabas din ang totoo... ayaw ng magkamali, kasi nadala na?? OO, dalang dala na... pero eto pa rin si loka... may energy pa rin na magtry, na this time it might work. na this time baka eto na nga talaga... asar!!!! ang gulo gulo kong tao!!!
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masaya naman ako with my life... =) bwisit lang talga na minsan certain situations needs to happen to shaken up my happy life and turn it into a semi-drama, na minsan when it becomes out of hand, it turns into a heavy drama.
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aun pa ang isa... bwisit kasi kapag nadala ka na sa mga bagay bagay dun na nagsisimulang maging out of hand. losing control... na kapag hindi ka prepared... OUCH ang kapalit. kaya nga ako natutong maging "atat" at pessimist para bago ko pa malaman ang ending, nakondisyon ko na sarili ko at masasabi kong "i'm already prepared for that." (saan na napunta ang pagiging optimistic?? haha)
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cge na nga, i admit, hirap akong maging optimistic!! pinipilit kong maging positive thinker, sobra!! kasi kailangan... as in kailangan!!! kasi ayoko na ng madramang ending!!! waaah. ang gulo gulo ko na talga... grrr
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hays... life is but a cycle... parang gulong lang na paikot-ikot... masaya, malungkot, comedy, drama. paulit-ulit. di pwedeng laging masaya... dapat meron ding sadness. arggh!!

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as of now... ako ay nasa semi-drama, kakatapos lang ng semi heavy drama... sana, sana, as in sana... MASAYA naman ang kasunod. at sana sa susunod na ulan hindi na tumulo ang luha ko...
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BOW!!


(ang drama!! haha... ung iba dyan dinagdag lang... para makulay!! para malandi!! hahaha)

8.07.2007

welcome back...

to kitz...
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putek.. namiss kita... WELCOME BACK! the quote that you have just resent was meant for someone else... hahaha.
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nweiz, i do hope that ur alright now. tagal mo nawala, nagworry ako. nweiz, naiintindihan naman kita... ginawa ko na yan dati remember?! mas malala nga lang ung akin... months. haha.
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alam mo naman ang friendship natin... mawalan man ng communication for months alam mong lagi kang may babalikan.... =) LOVE YOU brukz!!
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wapak quote... e2 daw ung sinend ko kay kitel dati... binabalik nya lang DAW sa kin... haha
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" Masakit hindi dahil hindi mo ako mahal...
kung di dahil hindi mo ko sinubukang mahalin...
Masakit hindi dahil mahal mo sya,
ngunit dahil alam ko na kahit dalawa na lang tayo sa mundo...
e kaibigan pa rin ako sayo..."
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too bad its not applicable.
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still waiting... waiting... a never ending wait!
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(headache... i can't continue anymore... )

8.06.2007

san lazaro & more!!

i was in a hurry... kala ko maiiwan ako ng bus... haha. pero ang aga ko pala. =)
im a bit worried kasi i will be joining the other section...
some of them are familiar faces... aun, i remember kuya apple & ate nora. i had a make-up duty with them before at st. martin's. buti na lang kahit papano may kakilala ako...
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on the way 2 san lazaro, loner ako...
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it was raining hard... it fits my mood very well. loner in the sense that "panis na laway ko" wala makausap. haha. buti may bitbit akong ipod, soundtrip... linkin park at buti na lang at may mabait na kitikitext!! salamat!!
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inside the hospital...
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we went to the ampitheater (as they call it), we had our orientation. hospital's history, staffs... etc. we also had our tour... we have to wear our apron, s-gown & we also have to use a double mask for our protection. FYI... San Lazaro Hospital is the center for communicable disease in the Philippines... meaning lahat ng nakakahawang sakit d2 nacoconfine... like TB, AIDS, Chicken pox... etc. that's why we need to have protection kapag d2 magduduty!! =) mahirap na at baka mahawa pa kami...
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bukod kay kuya apple... thank you dun sa 1 guy, na nakisukob sa kin... thank u kasi kinausap mo ko at nagkwento ka pa, dun sa 1 guy pa... cencia na maliit ako e. haha. dun sa 1 guy... thank you at sinamahan mo ako, pacencia na din sa abala. =) at dun sa 1 girl... thank you at kinausap at inantay mo ko. =) hopefully tomorrow all of you guys will talk to me. =) Hurray Honest 2!!
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on the way home...
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soundtrip ulit. tulad lang kanina, napanis laway ko, but its ok, i'm a bit tired na rin kasi. thank you ulit sa aking katext. =)
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it's raining really hard again & as always, manila's flooded again. whew, traffic pa!!

tired na... on the way home.

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--- AUG. 5, 2007

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once again, i had my pictorial... medyo showy ung top ko. hahaha. mainit kasi. i'm having a hard time with my "angle". huhuhu.

sunday pictorial... haha
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--- CYF... 2pm.

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i attended the cyf... konti lang kami but it was fun. the short talk was cool, pede talagang irelate sa life. it was all about the family... coping up with things. "family friction" solutions... very informative ung lesson. =)

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we had an activity, jonelle (game master... naks!!) gave us some text card (pokeman) and instructed us to make a house out of it. it was a bit hard ang liit kasi nun cards tsaka LUMA NA!! tse! hahaha. nweiz, our group won... look at our work!! hahaha. ganda!! =)


mansion na gawa sa text... hehe
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after the CYF... me & my friend, jhun, went to our house. astig!! after 9 years.... ahihihi. aun, nakakahiya kasi pinagdala pa nya ko ng blue berry & buko tart... (tart nga ba un?) SARAP grabe!! lalo na ung blue berry... THANK YOU!! =)
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blue berry & buko tart... (tama ba?)
YUMMY!!!

aun, walang humpay na kwentuhan... dami kailangan i-catch up sa buhay buhay... hehe. =) i had fun!! (sana ikaw din, sana di ka nabored. )
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nagkayagan bumili ng ice cream na nauwi sa pagpunta sa plaza.... sakto may mga tiange na (for the fiesta). tingin 2x for pirated dvd's. haha. bad!! super dami ng tao sa plaza!!
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Jhun & me... =)
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we took our picture habang nagpapahinga sa may plaza... ahehe. =) tapos aun uwian na!!

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waiting... waiting... waiting... life nga naman!!!! ang saklap minsan...



8.02.2007

weird driew

ok fine.. i felt something really weird...
ok fine. im listening to ariel rivera's "minsan lang kita iibigin".
ok fine. it felt weird talaga.
ok fine. i was browsing profiles, pictures... then suddenly...
ok fine. something struck me... hard.
ok fine. the weird feeling is getting stronger.
ok fine!!!
now i know... im becoming hesitant!!!
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hahaha. naweweirdohan na ko!!!
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putek... ERASE ERASE NA DAPAT!!!
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ang panget ng feeling. just when i let it come freely saka nmn biglang papasok ung thought na... "ooopzzz, wag, he's too good for me"

GRRRRRRR. bwisit na kanta yan!! hahaha
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kapraningan tlga... its invading my nerves again!!
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nweiz,
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" Happy Birthday Jellybeans aka SOSOY!! "
-ur main goal is to be back here soon para maging happy na ang aking heaven na si dang... =)
-LOVE YOU BOTH!!
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ng dahil sa kalungkutan at kaweirdohan... i was back to my old hobby... reading!! i saw a book on the shelf... read it under the light of a flashlight... 234pages...
"Around The World in 80 Days" by Jules Verne...
after 30 mins... I finished reading it. swabe!
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--- i missed physics class... sorry engr. presa!! =)